The Presence...
As humans, we have always been bogged down by decisions. No matter how small they may be, we still have to make a choice, no hiding from them... What to eat? What to wear? What to do? Where to go? How to go? To buy or not to buy? etc etc...
Sometimes, its so hard to make a simple decision... for eg. What to eat? Imagine having to make a life-changing one. I've learnt one thing... Being human, we certainly cannot predict the future. All we can do is make the best decision, based on the information that we have at hand. If all that fail to still make any sense, then we seek guidance from the Omnipotent One - God.
Recently, I've had to make what could possibly be, one of the biggest decisions in my life. It's nothing serious really, but a life-changing one nonetheless. It has got something to do with having a medical procedure done. I was mixed about it. I really couldn't make a firm decision, despite having all the information and weighing the pros and cons. So I looked to my heart and asked for divine guidance... You know, I'm not one who is extremely pious. Though I don't pray as much as I should, I never fail to acknowledge His presence in my daily life. And I always try to be the good person as how He would want mankind to be.
There were signs... that something about me, was just not right. The discomfort, the twitching, the headaches, the blurring vision... It all suddenly became clear recently, when the doctor diagnosed that I could be suffering from a disorder. Again I stress, it's nothing serious, nothing that cannot be remedied over time...
When told of my condition, as I drive back home, I had many questions running through my head. At the top of it is of course... Why Me? But knowing little about the condition, I decided to do my research before jumping to any conclusions. So I got home... I searched the WWW and I read... and read some more... and more… until I finally understood.
That all these while, He already has a plan for me. Knowing too well that I will have a tough time deciding… He already planned it in such a way that I will have to go through the procedure, no matter what! What I found out from my research was that – the procedure can actually help to relieve the condition that I was recently diagnosed with. Coincidence, maybe… Divine planning, Must Be!
I guess it all falls into place… I am meant to go through with the procedure after all. I guess all that happened in between, are just merely nudges pushing me to the right direction, without me even knowing where I'm heading to. You know all that talk about there is good, in the bad. Well, this is certainly one of those moments.
It all depends at how one looks at it. Half full, or half empty? In the face of adversity, do you crumble? Or… do you trudge on and seek to find the light at the end of the tunnel? The rainbow after the rain? The silver lining behind the dark clouds?
All you need is to have a little faith… in Him. And understand that things happen for a reason. It may not be easy to comprehend at first, but if you look deeper... It will become crystal clear. We just have to trust Him, and learn to see things from a bigger perspective.
